My lovely grandma'birthday^^4.4.2009

mama:dy 2 years...u leave me dy 2 years ago...suntime when i day-dreaming i wil dream of u..will think when u beside me..ply with me..talk with me...v oways gossip other people in our room...but in tis 2 year i reli mizz u at the night...coz sumtime u will accompany me slip coz i scare slip alone...i never hav a chance 2 tel u i gt a bf dy...u no nid worry coz he treat me as good as he cn..sumtime when i saw ur pic i will cry duno y...mayb long time no hear ur voice...n i lost our pic when i first time get a new phone....u remember?coz ur grandchild lost her handphone in a morning b4 wan go 2 work...im so sad...coz tat is our 2gether pic..so sorry~~
MAMA:HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U...U WIL OWAYS IN MY HEART N NEVER LOST...U R THE PERSON TAT I WILL NT 4GET IN MY FUTURE LIFE~~MIZZ U 4EVER^^LUV U~

3.4.2009 (My lovely mum's birthday)

2say is my mum's birthday..when i wake up i say:mummy,happy birthday~but she cant hear wat i say..coz tat time v rush 2 go jabor 2 pray my mum's father..when v inside de car then she say y she birthday no one say suthing 2 her de?then i feel supprise coz i dy say 2 her..then i tel her tat i say dy..she oso very supprise when i say 2 her..after tat she say she cant hear then i say it again in car..after i say then she say wan hug me...long time no hug my mum dy..feel so touch bt didnt cry lar..b4 3.4.2009 mean 2.4.2009 v whole family except my eldest brother,v go kuantan get a nice dinner..v eat steak 4 our dinner..the restaurant is very highclass..haha..but their steak are very nice but the price oso nice of course~~hehe
MY LOVELY MUM:HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA~~HOPE U HEALTHY 4EVER~~LUV U~MUACKZZ^^

1.4.2009 (april fool)

2day is april fool~~sum of my friend they wan ply their boy say they cant 2gether with him anymore..i think very funny so i oso wanted 2 ply him..when i reached home,i started typed messages 2 him..my message is very bad coz i rite very hurt de thing 2 him..when i finish typed the message i send it 2 him..he noe tat 2day is april fool..so he say me 'sha sha'de..then i stil wan ply so i reply him n say tat is real de..then he started scare dy n reply me ask me dun ply n put a cry face 2 me..then i say he cry oso cant change anything dy..n i stop plying him n say y cant ply him de?n he started 'bu shuang' say is tat very funny?then i say coz 2day is april fool ma..because i take tis thing 2 ply so he is very hurt..n i oso promise him tis thing i never will do it again..n finally he say he reli reli dun wan leave from me..coz he very love me..when i hear tis i cry coz too touch...
DEAR,I WILL OWAYS STAND BESIDES ON U..N NEVER WIL MAKE U FEEL ALONE IN TIME..I WILL OWAYS SUPPORT U IN EVERYTIME..I WILL NOT LEAVE U IN UR LIFE 4EVER N NEVER END~~LUV U,DEAR(SUN)

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i feel very unhappy 2day~becoz hear something i dislike de..y i oways make them feel unhappy de?i hate wat i do 2 them ar..y i wan do like tat?when i her it i reli sorry 2 them ar..but is already pass..they just ask me dun think too much..they ok already..but my feel oso cannot 4give myself lor..reli damn ar!!!!so sad~~